Thursday, October 13, 2005

Tomorrow's the last day of school.
Though graduation day is on the 21st.
Don't know whether the juniors are able to see us on graduation day.
Juniors, take all your chances on seeing us tomorrow, okay?

Now, my mind is filled with nostalgic, heartwarming memories from the very four years in JYSS.
I'm gonna miss everyone terribly.
Believe or not, nostalgia can indeed make me go weak in the knees, and make me cry buckets.

I can't believe that I'm soon gonna bid goodbye to Nostalgia Haven (JYSS)....
4 years.
It seemed short.
Time at its lightning speed- transporting us quickly from year 2002 to 2005.
4 yrs.
4 different stories.
Each story contains lots of chapters.
At the 4th story....
At its last chapter....
It has finally... come to an end.....
Every story has its own beginning and ending.

The classroom and its teachers and students....
The teachers and their different characters....
The students with their different personalities....

1 classroom.
7 teachers.
43 students.
E-M-A-L (=

Juniors, i'm gonna miss you all oh-so much.
Having not being able to be irritated by you guys, it feels rather empty.
You all contributed 55% to this nostalgic lane of memories.
Thank you all for the really super-duper times.
I know its dumb to say this, but i still hafta say it, strive in whatever you do and perservere.

Jocelyn mei, you are definitely not forgotten by me.
Having to know you is one of the gladest moments in jyss.
Reach for your goals with persistent efforts and passion.
Take care alright?
Will miss you terribly too....

A big thank-you to all teachers who have taught me.
You all have showered rains of efforts and concerns on me.
I will do my best for my O levels and will not let you all down.

To all my great friends, i'm gonna yearn the crazy times that we've been through.
It's been a crazy school life in jyss.
You guys are one of the reasons to my smiles.
I wuv you peeps really, really much!

I guess this is the longest entry.
Ha.
Well...
Shall update more in future.
Read up yeah?

With many loves,
Mag
Mag left her scribbles @4:24 PM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

SIGH.
My blog has become a perfect haven for spiders to spend their 'webbie' vacation here.
HAHA.
Look at all these cobwebs.
SHEESH.

I'm slackin a lil.
SIGH.
The workshop was great.
I can speed-read! *wears that triumphant smile on my face

Hmm... ...
Mindmaps are... FUN!
No need to play masak masak; just play with coloured pens/markers, sketchpads/papers and just DRAW.
LOL.

Mindmaps are really a heck-of-a-thing to really score big As.
I got 14/15 for geog test... ... didn't study, BUT i depended on mindmaps to remember those geog info.
Really useful for last min preparation.
I literally drew out tiny mindmaps on my test paper to guide me through.
Cool, isn't it?
LOL.
Tho i din prepare mindmaps for chem and physics.
So, i will expect a bad grade from these two subs.
Gonna pump myself up for the upcoming e.maths TA.
I must do well.
I WILL do well.

Now, going back to my cca has become a habit to me.
Worries of whether are they able to emerge as the champions in heart.
I don't demand for a first , second or third.
All I hope is to see them co-operate pleasantly with each other and let unity bond them strongly together.

Sec 3s : I'm sorry that I was not a good IC.
Before I stepped down, do you all know what's the repelling
factor that kept me avoiding you all training after training?
Last yr, some of you gave us that attitude when we took over.
That look in your eyes, telling us that we are a bunch of low-down losers who don't deserve to lead you all.
That ignorance that some of you had for us.
Those actions, hurt us all deeply.
And gave us painful disappointments.
I tried to make life simple for all of you.
Yet, you all mistook me for the one who punished you all.
Let me reveal this : I have NEVER PUNISHED any CADET in my ENTIRE LIFE, by asking them to do PUMPING!
When you all had your punishments, you think it didn't hurt my heart?
It hurt me a lot alright?
And I remembered vividly that I pleaded to lighten your punishment.
I don't expect anything in return.
I only hoped for you all to melt those stares into a friendlier look.
I only hoped for you all to be able to accept us.
I only hoped for you all to be more united.

After you all had completed your NCO camp, I was hoping to see that
you all have a 180 degree change in your attitudes.
All of you did change for the better, but some of you went
back to square one within less than 2 months.
I was happy to see you all changed.
But I got back to my disappointment when some of you went back to square one.
You all gave me the feeling that I failed in my role as an IC.
So I did my best to avoid you guys during 2005's jan-may trainings.

That's all.
Now I have to rest well as the flu germs have attacked me.
But I'm recovering soon.
Mag left her scribbles @4:35 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005

Omgosh.
I gotta admit that emaths paper was quite hard for me as I didn't study thoroughly.
Serve me right then.
Oh wells.
Thank goodness that its not the Prelims nor the O-levels.
Serve me right for not practicing Maths often.
Dammit.
Why must I slack sooo much?
Chemistry paper is also another problem.
Shikes.
But I have no problem with my Chinese and English paper 1 =))
I think i wrote well for these two papers.
Bwahaha.
English paper 2 is quite alright.
At least writing summary did not turn out to be a hair-raising havoc.

I have to agree that language papers are the ones that you can score with ease.
Argh.
SS paper.
I have no comments.
Cos I know my SS paper's result is gonna turn out like shit.

A.maths, Chem paper 2, E.maths paper 2.
I don't know how in the world's wonders to face them.
Miracle.
Please happen.
Good miracle.
I am desperately in need of that lucky miracle.
Geography paper, Physics paper and Chinese Paper 2.
I'm depending GREATLY on you all.

Miracle ; my ultimate need.


Good luck to the rest of you.

To Jocelyn mei : Let the appealing good results be the push factor for you =)


Mag left her scribbles @8:28 PM

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Alrite alrite.
My blog's background pic seems a bit shabby.
I think that is temporary.
But i DO love Final Fantasy 9.
Marvellous game.
Though the latest versions of Final Fantasy are nicer.
But my mum don't allow me to get a PS2.
Damn sad.
Oh wells.
Nevermind.
PS1 will do fine.
Final Fantasy 7,8 & 9 still provides me with quality gaming.
Why does Playstation don't wanna produce anymore PS1 games??????
This is so unfair.
Oh wells.
That's life.
-ROARS
Blah.
Wells.
39 more days to Chinese O levels.
Gotta mug mug mug mug mug mug.
Learn those chinese idioms and have a firm, steady grasp of this language -Chinese
Gonna 'kuai ma jia bian' in my studies.
My cheena idioms not bad huh?
And i mustn't 'Ling Shi bao Fo Jiao'.
Not forgetting that I must 'fa fen tu qiang'; maximise both my possible and impossible learning abilities.
ARGH.
Guess what?
Mr Ang told us that the sec 4s will be doing their mid yr exams (theory) in the hall.
(@#%&*@&*^&@$^*(@(@$^
Oh my gosh.
What a new 'creative ' amendment' made by our 'beloved boss'.
Yes yes, this is to make us adapt to the 'harsh' conditions that we will be facing during our Os.
Sigh.
Is this school poor.
Or did we make insufficient purchases of the school socks?
Helping the Earth by saving electricity in 'this' way won't work.
Maybe it helps ...in terms of financial terms.
Whatever, whatever.
I gotta admit that neighbourhood schools are always short of funds.

From tomorrow onwards.
No more CCA.
My fridays will be so lonely.
But will be making use of the quality time to mug, mug , mug ,mug and more mug.


I must excel in my studies.
I must get A1 or A2 for chinese O level exam.
I wanna skip chinese classes in term 3.
I'm gonna make a steady mark in my studies.
I know this entry bores you.
But just try to bear with it.

All the best to you all in your mid yr exams.

I'm gonna try my best in whatever I do, and turn boundaries and obstacles into easy leaps with my great efforts.


That's all for today =))
Mag left her scribbles @9:33 PM

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

I know what all of you are gonna say.
You all wanna know what took me so long to write a new entry in my blog?
Well.
On one easy word.
Laziness.
My past times have been taken up by school work and studies.
Didn't really have to even play my playstation game for just 5 mins.
O levels can really change the minds of the yearly candidates.

Chinese O levels are coming.
Mid-year exams are also coming.
How many more exams are the sec 4s are going to be bombarded with.
Oh damn the mini exams.
It really stinks.
Hopefully we might be given the privellege for not having the mini exams.
Everyday is a busy day.
Everyday is a tiring day.
Some days might be a fun day.
While some are gloomy.
While some are boring and tiresome.
Have I ever told you all that i HATE physics practical.
It always make me dizzy.
All the squatting, the squinting of one eye, the measuring and the plotting of graphs.
ARGH.
Yes yes, don't groan at my rantings.
There are still more to come.
I'm starting to get the hang of chemistry pract.
So... I think its a good thing?

April 15th
The day that I officially stepped down from SJAB.
It was really heartwrenching to see some of my juniors tear and sob.
Nearly went to to verge of tearing.
But I gripped on to it.
Fearing that more tears = more juniors cry.
So, i held back.

April 22nd
Speech day.
I was assigned to do my first aid duty.
It was by pure luck that i was being grouped with my SJAB buds.
Nobody fainted.
Miraculous I say.
And joyous to the first aiders.
wahahaha.

April 25th
4E3's movie day with Mrs Daniel.
I smuggled one popcorn chicken, 1 bag of Ruffles chips and one bottle of Just Tea.
While the others smuggled the whole meal of KFC inside the theatre.
Uncanningly hilarious
Sahara was a great movie.
It is made of of a spoonful of humour, a cup of adventure and a teaspoon of horror.
Highly recommended.
But its quite a pity that we din catch Guess Who.
Oh wells.
But now I suppose Sahara is better.

That's all for today.
Mag left her scribbles @7:42 PM

Monday, January 17, 2005

Its the 3rd week of school already.
I do miss my holidays a whole lotful.
But its great to see my friends in school too.
SJAB has been stressing me.
Too many things, too time congesting and too many responsibilities.
This makes the junior batches in st john even more dependable on us,the seniors.
I don't know whether we are spoon feeding them or not.
But its better to pass them some leadership techniques so that it will be more easier for them to handle the the system in sjab when the responsibilities are given to them.
Unit camp.
I don't think i'm staying over for this year's sjab unit camp.
But i'll still be turning up say in the evening or late afternoon.

There are too many things to do.
And so less time.
I need to re-schedule my stuffs.
Of course.
I wanna do well for my Os.
I can't afford to slack anymore.
I don't wanna stay in this freaky school where everything is so screwed up.
I don't feel belonged in this school.
N.. I don't really feel any sense of belonging in my cca.
ARGH.
Dammit.

I feel f**ked up.
SOMEBODY SAVEEEE MEEEEEEEEE.
ARGH.

hmm.
Updating about last week.
Not much stuffs.
Nothing new.
But the renovation works going round the school are polluting the air.
Air that we breathed in tasted bad.
So bad that people coughed and sneezed.
So severe that people breathed too much of the bad air that they got sick.
I'm recovering from my flu and cough.
I feel much better than the past few days.
I wanna sleep.
But i have physics homework to finish.
The stupid chemistry mind map to finish.
Social studies test to be studied.
-slaps my forehead-
YUCK ALRITE?
I need my sleep.
The stupid cca fair deprived me of my sleep.
ARGH.
Thank gdness there's no cca this week.
Thank gdness i can rest to my heart's content for this week.
Becauseeeee, friday is a holiday (Hari Raya Haji), and a long weekend for me to REST.
AND ONE MORE TIME I SHALL REPEAT.
I DON'T WANT ANY DISRUPTIONS DURING MY BREAK ALRIGHT?
I DON'T WANT PEOPLE CALLING ME SAYING 'hey there's SJAB meeting on saturday at 8 am alrite? please turn up alrite'.
IF I HEAR THIS.
I WON'T HESITATE TO SLAP THE ORGANISER OF THE MEETING WITH MY MUM'S STILETTO SHOES.
SO.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR COOPERATION.
YOUR KIND COOPERATION BRINGS A LOT OF BENEFITS TO ME!



Mag left her scribbles @4:45 PM

Thursday, January 13, 2005

I've been down with flu for 3 days already.
Feeling real groggy and uncomfy.
And tml there's sjab.
I'm afraid that I cannot take it during sjab training tml.
Argh.
Nevermind.
Hopefully i'll be much better tml.
Hopefully.



Mag left her scribbles @7:33 PM